Monthly Archives: October 2017



“I’m being torn apart. I want to be free of this pain. I know what I have to do but I don’t know if I have the strength to do it. Will you help me?”

I’m so sorry. I wish I could admit that I gave it my all. Then there might be peace.

“I gave you everything. And it’s a beautiful crime.”

Was your integrity really worth more than success?



I’m so confused. This.. is how it ends?

Do you know how fucking terrible it feels to put a whole year of work towards a goal, be less than an hour from reaching it, and then it collapses?

To feel like you are being sabotaged by everyone while you pour your heart into it?

“That just goes to show you you’re nothin’ but a Whiskey Delta!”


I wasn’t strong enough. Was that the problem?
I wasn’t patient enough. Was that the problem?

I believed in myself. Was that the problem?

I wasn’t enough. Was that the problem?

“In preparing for battle I have always found that plans are useless, but planning is indispensable.”


American Sniper (2014)


“There are three types of people in this world: sheep, wolves, and sheepdogs. Some people prefer to believe that evil doesn’t exist in the world, and if it ever darkened their doorstep, they wouldn’t know how to protect themselves. Those are the sheep. Then you’ve got predators who use violence to prey on the weak. They’re the wolves. And then there are those blessed with the gift of aggression, an overpowering need to protect the flock. These men are the rare breed who live to confront the wolf. They are the sheepdog.”

“Glory is something that some men chase and others find themselves stumbling upon, not expecting it to find them. Either way it is a noble gesture that one finds bestowed upon them. My question is when does glory fade away and become a wrongful crusade, or an unjustified means by which consumes one completely?”

“Did you finish it? Then you know who you are. You know your destiny.”



“Out of sight, out of mind.”

I hate you, brain. Go away, please and thank you.